The hole of love

There´s a hole inside me
so deep, so dark
that my whole existence is shivering

when my loved ones
look the other way
shut their ears
and hearts
when I´m near
and then walk away

That´s the very same crack
where the bigger Love of life
comes to me
and fulfills all my needs
takes my hand
rises me up
and helps me to grow to whom I really am
with no shame, with no fear
just with pure love for me and the others

A pic from Natural High Healing -festival in Finnish summer 2017